How can it be 7 years since I last held my first born son and daughter? With every passing year, it's harder to believe it's been so long. As time passes, the grief is less intense, but it is always there. An ache that can never be filled until I hold them in my arms again.
And yet, with all the pain and sorrow, there is joy. Joy that we were blessed to hold them. Joy that we have pictures of them to remember. Joy that we have a stronger marriage. Joy that we have been blessed with 3 happy, healthy boys, who we would not have had we not had Devin and Elizabeth.
Yes, I wish I had all of my children. Yes, I will forever miss my son and daughter. I will always wonder what they would be like, but I know they are with us. Guiding everything that we do. And I am so thankful for them.
Thank you, Devin and Elizabeth. You are never forgotten...always loved.
4 comments:
my heart, my broken heart.....
Thinking of you all! Never Forgotten, Always Loved!
Julie, what an incredible video of your precious children. Seven years can feel like yesterday. I love you
The boys have 2 very special guardian angels watching over them and keeping them safe always! Love you!
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